It was just another beautiful mistake ..

I think i found something.

Yes.

Something new.

I think i'm having the urge to like Black. now.

Red is just simply too bright. Maybe a darker colour will be better?

No one is supposed to understand what i'm saying.
Because no one will.

Colours.

Is it possible for me to stop loving red?
Black is just super tempting.

But Black is too dark for me. Far.

Mixture of red and black?

wonders.

Hi.

I dropped my flute on the hard cement-covered-with-plastic floor today.

It was a suprise i held my tears.

I don't cry infront of people i don't like.
I think that very well explained alot of things.

HAha. Well. I'm seriously totally sad about my flute la.

Wah lao ! I've just fought the urge to send it to repair last week because it started leaking. Badly.

Because the concert is just like 2 weeks later? Can't risk sending it for repair at this time.

ANd now ! My flute hit the solid ground with a " thud thud " sound.

I saw the dent. I just made myself believe it was just like that before it fell. =/

Cpt Yusri asked the worst thing that he can ever ask. And i'm not happy with it.
"Aren't you sad? If it was me, i'm probably be so heart pained."

I AM SAD. AND I'M SUPPOSED TO SHOW IT BY CRYING?

I actually thought smiling is better. I don't wish to have a crowd around me, holding out tissues.

What am i actually angry about now?
I have totally no idea.

random ppl like me should not blog. it is making people less intelligent by just reading my post.

And i'm getting stupid-ier every second.

BAD DAY. and i smiled it through.

I have always know i'm optimistic. But not to this extend.

life. i wonder why.

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Do you like minnnts or do you like eagle?

Linking it? You will never find out what i'm asking.

Nights. Sleep well.

Tough day. Get over it.

Tomorrow will be a better day. Live it.

- I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;