It was just another beautiful mistake ..

I'm SAD !

hahahhaa.

damn myself.

one week before today, the day i went KL, i was practicing my flute.
and when i left the house..

i was thinking.. " aiya. 2 days only. " ..

so i left my flute on my flute stand beside my piano.

And yup. When i returned from KL.

I made no attempt to keep my flute because i'll still be playing it and all.

Just yesterday. I walked past my piano. And suddenly saw this weird silver stick beside the piano.

I'm like. " OH SHIT. MY FLUTE. "

YEA. took me a week to remember i left it there.

IT LOOKED DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN WEIRD !

It's don't look like how is when i left it there.

I took it up for further examination.

SHIT.

TOTALLY DAMN MYSELF.

IT'S RUSTING.

DAMN !

so much of leaving it there for 2 days.

cause of the rust : i didn't clean it, exposed to surroundings for too long.

I'm LIKE SO HEART-BROKEN !

AND SOMETHING ELSE....

something else....

OBVIOUSLY SOMEONE ACCIDENTALLY KICKED IT AND IT HIT THE MARBLE TILE.

THERE'S THIS DENT ON THE MOUTH PIECE.

i almost cried. really. almost.

well, I bought the flute with my first full salary.
NOT a very expensive flute. average flute.

But still, it's saddening ok..

and the saddest thing is...

after i screamed at the dent, i put the flute down and ran upstairs to scold my brother.

he's the only one at home.

he apologized and i went to bed.

THIS BLOODY MORNING. NOW. ME. NOW, SITTING IN THE CLASSROOM..

I REMEMBER THAT MY FLUTE IS STILL BESIDE THE PIANO.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !

sigh.

okay. i'll promise to polish it with silver cloth and hug it to sleep tonight.

u know what?

I'm actually KINDA relieved.

RELIEVED THAT..

it's not the school's flute.

I'll be so DAMNED if it's the school's. Bet the QMs are going to kill me for that.

Sigh.

I'm saving for flute lessons.

The reason my dad doesn't want to pay for my flute lessons is because i don't have time to even have dinner with my family.

Hahaha. Ya arh.

doesn't matter. i'll save. =)

I save money pretty fast. =))

few more months. =)))

I'm going to spend alot of money this year.

Piano lesson fees. : $230 / month (4 lessons) - 1 hour each
Piano Exams : $xxx

Flute lesson fees : $300 / month (4 lessons) - 1 hour each

no worries.

At most i sell my phone. *rolleyes*

okay arh.

I'm just pretty sad right now.
I need to get home asap to clean my flute. If not, i might die from guilt.

Ah.

Committee meeting later on.
sigh.

1 week - 5 days band.

monday - comm meeting.
tuesday - band prac
wednesday - packing of files
thursday - band prac.
friday - sectionals prac.

sat - car practical
sun - piano lesson.

aiite. ciaoz.

- I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;