Sometimes things are so magical, it makes you unable to stop wondering why.
When you walk down the hall and you see him/her. You feel the butterflies fluttering in your stomach.
Why?
When you queue up to buy lunch and you see him/her on the line slightly ahead of you. You get nervous and wonder whether the both of you are buying the same food.
Why?
When you sit down on a table with your friends and you see him with his group of GUY friends, sitting across you. You start to worry whether you ordered the correct food, whether your hair is messy and perhaps whether you wore the correct socks.
Why?
When strolling around the school looking for a quiet place to read a book, you saw him talking to a girl through the library glass. You felt as though your stomach is squeezed so tightly by some unseen forces and you feel like looking away but you can't.
Why?
Everyday you see yourself looking at the previous spot where you last see him, and you wonder whether you'll see him again today.
Why?
After 'tracking' down his class, you purposely walk pass the place where you know he might appear and got disappointed when you didn't see him.
Why?
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There are even more whys. but i'm so lazy to think and type.
Don't you feel that all this power to make you do what is above is very magical? Very weird powers. and you don't have the answer to the whys.
And why am i asking myself the WHys ?
I have no idea.
I'm sitting down in front of my com, eating my gummy bears and i suddenly just thought of someone i think i'm missing.
No, not exactly missing. Just feel like thinking.
Yes, someone i suddenly feel like thinking.
In fact, everyday i'm thinking of this someone.
someone, i don't know. perhaps it's no one at all too.
I'm making a picture in my mind about this someone. Don't even know whether he exist or not.
Probably yes, because i'm actually thinking of him.
Yay. have i confused you ?
i'm rather contradicting today.
Actually, i'm always contradicting.
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It's the holidays now.
Busy week ahead.
If you see me more than 3 times a week, you are consider too lucky.
Because even my mum don't get to see me 3 times a week next week.
anyways..
I'm seriously quite random today.
Guess it's because tomorrow is Saturday, although i cannot sleep till Sunday, because i have to help my sis at work..
My randomness is probably due to the shockness while practicing my flute.
I realize that.. Shirley is the best thing that can happen to me. =x
Yes. My new Section Leader. Shirley. Totally. Her sectionals is making me go crazy but is so so helping la. I'm like, totally remembering all the parts she ask me to 'accent' or to 'staccato abit more'.
Yes. very good. Other than One small part that i keep forgetting i have to decresendo, i think i'm quite fine with "Jupitar"'s FIRST page. =))
