In this period of my life, should i consider it a learning experience?

I had never been so humiliated. Okay. Many might think it's exaggerating..
But.. I don't know how to explain how it feels.

I should never had chosen the position.
Yes. I regret it. Totally.

- I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;

Replying to tags ;)

joey : POSTER ! 1 week and few days left. AHHHHHH............ =(

SYU : hahaha. in the end did you catch the joke? Maybe i'll put lamer ones for you soon ok ! xD

yanz : Damn hilarious right. HAHAa. It's not really that funny. It just need lot of patience. HAA !

phy : HAHAHA. same ! I read for quite some time also. When i finally understand it, i so happy. HAHAHA. JIAYOU ! HEHEHE.

hu!ci : LOL !!! next time buy one box for you. hehe.

pp, the pigcess : HELLO PP ! wait till rachael send me the pics, i'll post ur pic up ok.. hehe.
the pic BEFORE your ear is bitten off. xD


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Hees, slight update, my flu is gone. Still having the cough only.
My knee is alot better now. Even without wearing of knee guard, yup, i'm quite fine.

*ps Zoe. : HA HA HA. FIRE EXTINGUISHER ! HA HA HA !
(next time i'll elaborate) xD *winks*

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I'm reading a joke book.

I came across many stupid and really funny jokes.
But i just have to post this one.

Try understanding it, if you do, you'll be half as genius as me. =)

Family Problems

Muniandy met Murugiah at a bus stop. Murugiah kept complaining of family problems. Finally Mniandy said, "You think you have family problems? Listen to my situation. A few years ago I met a young widow with a grown-up daughter, and we got married. Later, my father married my step daughter. That made my stepdaughter my stepmother, and my father became my stepson. Also, my wife become mother-in-law of her father-in-law. Then the daughter of my wife, my stepmother, had a son. This boy was my half-brother because he was my father's son, but he was also the son of my wife's daughter, which made him my wife's grandson. That made me the grandfather of my half-brother. This was nothing until my wife and I had a son. Now the half-sister of my son, my stepmother, is also the grandmother. This makes my father the brother-in-law of my child, whose stepsister is my father's wife. I'm my stepmother's brother-in-law, my wife is her own child's aunt, my son is my father's nephew, and I'm my own grandfather! And you think you have family problems!"

HAHAHA. YEs. purposely no spaces in-between. Slowly read. =)

If i can understand, so can you. =))

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Hello !

I am NOT AT ALL ANY BETTER.
maybe slightly better because i'm not sneezing as much already?

I had a beautiful Weekend with 348 minus elaine.
Will post up the pictures and all soon (when i get it)

I was really joking with Naf yesterday about " yay. no school tml "

I WAS REALLY JOKING. Because i've already packed my bag.

Sunday night : Naf's nick : "yay. no school tmr! "

So, for fun, i put..

" yay. no school tml ! " too.

AND WHO KNOWS WHY... I WOKE UP THIS MORNING AT 5.35am (5 mins late)
AND I HALF-RAN to the washroom. AND I FELL. LACK OF KNEE SUPPORT. AGAIN.

I really really really really wanted to scream that moment.
I just sat there until my father came into my room to ask me to hurry.

And he saw me sitting there. and.......

"You better stay home today ! (in a fierce tone) "

So i stayed home.

I've finally came to realize that this time, it is really serious, my knee.
I cannot survive without my kneeguard for less than 2 mins.

Yesterday night i fell, this morning i fell.

And i've always thought knee guards are useless.
Now i finally agree that it is seriously important.

Sigh.

I AM GOING TO SEE DOC LATER FOR MY KNEE.
TO TAKE PAIN KILLERs.

AND I WILL MAKE SURE I GO SCHOOL TOMORROW.

GRRRRR.

So angry with myself. Haven't go school for a week. I CAN IMAGINE THE LETTER IN MY MAILBOX. AND MY FATHER IS GOING TO BE FIERCE AGAIN DESPITE HE IS THE ONE ASKING ME TO STAY HOME.


AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

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HELLO !

I've learnt the word from Yani..

It's not Joint. It's called Ligament.

Yes. I broke my Ligaments.

And i flew down the stairs yesterday night.

And AND, because of that, i didn't go school today.. adding all up, i didn't go school for a week.

AND AND AND.. I'm going to receive a letter from the school soon.

ANDAND AND AND.. I've paid my school fees. =(( wasted. !


Replying to Tags :

Nazihah : hahaha. thanks alot ya. xD

Baby Syu : aww. So sweet?Ahaha. i thought you only need Lorry and Yani. =x

wayne : So much for being nice. i'm 100kg. no need carry le. i take lift =)

joey : wahh. i never post den all say i never post. i post le.. kana zoe scold that i sound like shooting her. HAHHA. honestly. 1/4 shooting only la. xD


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No worries. I'll be fine, i'll be fine. I'm actually more worried about my nose than my knee.
It feels like it's going to fall off anytime soon. Grr. 4 boxes of 500 pieces of tissues for the past 4 days. Just count yourself. ! =(

Despite the knee and nose+throat, I'm as busy as usual.

On top of everything, I HAVEN'T DO MY PROFESSIONAL PROFILING's POSTER.
AND IT IS DUED IN.... 2 WEEKs. OH MY GWAD.

alright. I need to send agendas for the meeting on wednesday.
I'll make a GOOD secretary. Post again if i'm better tomorrow. =)

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Alright..

I shall explain how i injured myself and how serious it is. (as usual, in full details)

I'm sitting in my room's living room this rainy afternoon with 2 boxes of tissue and one big plastic bag. Yes. I'm having bad bad flu.

My mother had sent my brother to the clinic. My brother had gotten dengue fever with the temperature of 39.2 Degrees Celcius. Don't say it's not THAT high. Go check out what's dengue fever first okay. It's bloody dangerous can.

I'm to cancel my kickboxing lesson + Piano lesson to stay home and 'look-after' the house. As the maid is in today, i've to open the door for her to leave the house and all.

It so happenly that the house phone rang. And i stood up from my room's living room.
Well. There's sofas, but i usually sit on the floor. I stood up and i think i pulled my right leg.
Usually if i twist it, there'll be this.. "Clack" sound.

Surprisingly, Nope. Nothing this time. So i thought it's just a stupid cramp.

I sat at the sofa beside the phone and picked up the call. (outside my room)
It was my AUNT. She asked me how's my mum's hair.

LIKE WHAT THE FUCK? SHE CALLED ALL THE WAY FROM KUALA LUMPUR TO ASK ME THAT?
YEs. MY MUM'S HAIR IS NOW DISASTEROUS. THANKS TO HER.

She introduced my mum to HER hairdresser. And now my mum's hair is like.. My grandma's hair. REALLY. No wonder her hair is no better.

Oh yea, for your info, she's the aunt that i really can't put myself to respect.
IT's too hard to respect her. I don't even like her to start with. She and her big mouth.
Whatever it is, it doesn't matter.

So, i hung up the call, and stood up.
WOAH. TOTALLY WTF again. I fell straight back on the sofa.
Yes. Damn it, i totally twisted my right knee with FULL effort.

Luckily ! LUCKY LUCKILY, This time, i'm fully prepared.
I slowly dragged myself to my room and took out the "Japanese Bandage" that is supposedly bought for my dearest ZOE for Praque trip and band camps..
I applied the bandage and put on my knee guard. and i half-limped to my sofa.

Totally spoilt my mood for posting as that was what i'm planning to do before the phone rang.
I took my mobile phone and called my sister. To ask if she can come home and send me to the clinic. (I didn't want to let my mum know. She's already so stressed out about my brother's dengue.) Sister can't. So i called my Dad. FOR THE FIRST TIME I THOUGHT HE WAS GOING TO SHOUT AT ME.. But nope. HE just said:"Lucky you didn't fell down the stairs."

HAHA. It might sound mean to some of you, but that's my dad. He and his sarcastic comments. HAHAHA.

Just as i hung up the call with my dad, my mum called.

"Hello, Qi, can you please cook dinner today?"
"ermmm. I can't walk down the stairs.."
"WHAT!"
"I injured my knee."
"-toooooot tooooot tooooot-" she hung up.

=)

The best way to stop the pain and all is to sleep.
The more i walk, the more painful it gets, the more serious it gets.

So i slept.
Until about 6.30pm, my dad came home and we set off to the clinic.

The moment i enter the clinic, the doctor smiled at me.
"Don't visit me too regular okay.."

Yes.. blah blah blah. This year 2nd time only wad... zzz.
For the past 5 years, I'm his regular customer. Regular as in a few times a year.
Doesn't it sound bad enough? LOL. (compared to zoe, not really.)

He took off my japanese bandage and one touch, BINGO.
Perfect painful spot. I was screaming like some weird crazy kid and the doctor is smiling.
He's really ..grrr.

"Your left joint tore again."

"HUH? orh.."

Then he touched the other side..
(screams..)

"Your right joint tore also."

"HUH?! ahh. okay.."

My Dad : " She every few months will injure one leh.."
Doc : " She lucky already. This kind of case, usually is everyday also injure one."

Me : " zzzzzzzz "

After that.. The doctor continue to explore places around my right knee. Press here, press there..

Then he asked me to turn over; lie flat.

(Double screams..)

"Your back joint also tore.."

"HUH, den i no more joint la?"

"Got.. Middle lo. Abit left. All gone den u cannot walk liao lo, ah girl."

Honestly, I didn't expect it to be THIS serious. I thought it was like my usual twists, Apply medi, rub rub.. 3-4 days den ok liao de.

It's not THAT pain. Not like last time..
So i asked the doc how come not so pain but so jialat.

Doctor says:" Cos last time all healthy, den tore the left joint severely ma. Now is, LEft joint haven't recover, only add on right joint and back joint lo."

If you understand, you understand. I think i roughly get it.

Then my dad ask him how to recover faster.
Doctor:" *laugh* you think so easy meh? Michael Owen go for operation leh. Operation expensive la. 1 week come here 3 times lo, Massage abit, let the muscle around the knee strengthen.. should be better in 6 months."

......... 6 months.

Since 5 years ago, all the doctors had been talking about 6 months..
How many more 6 months? Sigh.

Where got time for 3 times a week?
My piano lesson also 3 times a week.
My kickboxing lesson already reduce to 1 time a week already.
Band prac is now 4 times a week.

Hai. Life is beautiful, but so tough.

Honestly, I'm fine.
I'm just having bad flu and a badly injured knee.
Other than that, i'm perfectly alright.

There're things you know you have to do, but you just can't. And no one understands.
Can i skip band practice tomorrow?

No i can't. But i have to. Possible?
Sigh.

NOW, I can't go for kickboxing lesson, i can't drive, i can't walk that much.
I don't know what else i can do. HA Ha HA.. play game. =)

Alright. There you go. Full detailed story of my life today.
Kinda dull. But still, haha. a long post indeed.

Rachael's birthday is coming up and the girls are planning on a stayover this weekend.
I was eager for it at first. But now, it's not like i wanted all these to happen. Sigh..

The only few reasons that i have to be in school tomorrow..

-Return Naf her laptop adaptor.
-Go see PP gallery.

=(

Sigh. What a day. Good night.

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Hello Everyone !

Guess it's finally time for an update.
I shall make it a long long one to make up my previous'-no-posts. xD

Ah. WTf. I thought i was going to write a long post.
And just 2 mins ago, i injured my knee. Yea. I twisted my knee again.
Yes. Just 2 mins ago for standing up and walking over to pick up a phone call.

Ok. screw my post.
I'll post next time. I need to see the doctor.
STUPID FUCKING KNEE.

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haha.

I'm lazy to update.

But i promise a good one soon.

Go do my friend Quiz.

It's at the side bar. =))

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Hello.

I'm still lazy to update.

But i promise a good update soon.

Meanwhile, do give my friend Quiz a try .

It's at the side bar. xD

- I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;