There's so much i to blog about that i don't know where to start.

So i choose not to start at all.

Let me just have it in my mind, kill my brain cells and get it over with.

-

Everyone thinks having your mum nag at you or having your sister disturbing and scolding you is a very tiring process..

Let me tell you, i miss the process.

I haven't seen my mum in a week because she needs to be in KL to take care of my grandmother and I haven't seen my sister in 2 weeks because she's working with her boss in Italy.

And i truly missed them.

The only question i have is..

Why are they away when i need them. It's not one, but two of them.

To many of you, friends are the ones you all confide in.
I do too, just not the way i should.

当你一次又一次的被友情给刺伤，你就会渐渐忘了为何友情会存在。

Most of you don't know who i really am.
I started blogging when i started poly, most of you reading my blog would be my poly friends.

What happened in my past, no one really know.
And those who know, don't know i have a blog.

Yea.
Okay.

I love my family. love my friends too.

Alright.

Don't feel like blogging further on.

Love purple roses, red tulips and white lilies!

No sunflowers please.

- I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;

=(

no time to elaborate.

- I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;

i'm sorry for being such a bitch.

yes. that's all i'm going to say.

- I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;

I craved for Teh ais today.

=(

I was reprimanded very badly by my piano teacher just now for not giving in my free hours to practice my piano. First time she got so angry. but i didn't got THAT sad. at least not like the time whereby she scold till i cried. LOL.

yea. i'm a crybaby. happen to cry alot this month.

don't know for wad seh. I think my eyes full of water. next time should go see doc about it.

I did alot of harsh things today.

eg. Spent 8 thousand pet money on my Pet in facebook.
yes.

okay. This week ain't a great week. =)

But whatever it is, smile hard ya.

To ZiQi and her love ones.

SMILE HARD EVERYONE. life is so so going to be better soon.

First bitter, than sweet.

- I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;

people live, people grow old and people die.

it's just hard to accept even though you try to tell yourself that it's better that they suffer the pain and live for another few years.

it's harder when the person is close to you. very close.

i'm a happy girl with a blessed family.

i love my family, my friends.

good night.

- I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;

Updating an update.

Thought i would be left with a great deal of time after handling up my PP.

Fat Hope.

With doing of PP poster, Piano trial exam, Piano main exam, Kickboxing lessons, this and that.. all coming up, i don't see any time left. =((

What's more, AGM is coming up.
AGM IS TODAY !

So, what's AGM ?
AGM stands for Annual General Meeting.

Which is like a meeting for the band comm leaders to present what they have done for the year and so. This is also like a "Passing Down" thing.

In the General meeting, we will have to nominate new/ old faces up for election and all.
Thinking back, 1 year had passed really fast.

It feels like it's just last last month when i just gotten my Librarian post.
Oh yea. I'm faking about the it-feels-like-it's-just-last-month feeling.

Yup, honestly, i'm SEriously looking forward to the meeting later on.
Phylis and I had prepared our slides for few nights. Wanting it to be the best.
AND OF COURSE IT WILL BE.
With me as the presentor, of course. Who am I? I'm the CRAPPER.

HAHAHAHA......

It's really a nice flashback for me i guess. Last year, i'm not even friends with Phylis yet.

Last year, i said my speech using small notes that i stuffed into my pockets at the last few mins before my turn.

Well, this year, everything is going to change.

Shall take some pics to show you guys if i can. xD

-

Just a random update, I'm O-K-A-Y with my new class. Just one of two classmates that i'm avoiding. Blah.

Also, it's just the 2nd week of school and i've already missed 2 lessons. Totally woohoo.
Didn't do it on purpose ya. I'm real sick on one day and i overly overslept on the other.

It's the holiday's fault. My sleeping time and supposed to be awake time is all mixed up.
I've slept at 4-5am for the past 4 weeks now. Considering that the first 2 weeks of the 4 weeks is the 'holiday period', i don't really have much problem because i wake at 5pm daily.

Just that now that i'm back to schooling............ I'm considered quite deathly.
Is deathly even supposed to be used like that? Grr. I'm just quite dead almost everyday.

I can't sleep at 10pm. I sleep at 3-5am. I have to wake at 5.30am. I only reach finish school at 4.30pm. Having band practice 2 times a week now(the least already), i reach home at 11pm on average-basis. So.. Really... find time for me to get my 'jet lag' fixed and all......

-

Yup. lesson is starting. So, have a good day everyone !

Conclusion :

Today is a super cold day and i've once again forgotten to bring my sweater.
(haven't been remembering to bring my sweater ever since the semester started.)

-

AGM, HERE I COME !

- I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;

I'M BACK !

I've submitted my PP yesterday night at 2.18am!

This morning at 10.41am, my PP is Approved !

HA HA HA.......

the problem is.... The Project Title is wrong..

Oh HA HA... it's ok. at least i'm now DONE with writing the 2k words. WA HA HA HA HA..

LOVES MESELF, LOVES PP ADVISOR.

- written on 12.00pm with extremely happy mood -

- I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;